Okay, so I've decided what the new piece is going to be in this rebuilding of me. I'm going to throw myself into what I lost in touch with in the past years. The music. Of course, I've always been listening and going to massives but I somehow lost touch with what it did to me in recent times until saw Armin van Buuren on Saturday. I used to go to events alone, solely for the passion of the music. I didn't need the drugs or have to go with people. I used to be simply excited and content about hearing the music and feeling the vibe off of my favorite DJs. So, to kick off this reestablished commitment I'm going to see Sander van Doorn this weekend at Vanguard.